Blank

I just feel like something wrong with me. It just something that indescribable. Something yang membuatkan aku tak selesa. Hati ? perasaan ? sakit ? ngada-ngada ? i don't have the answer. Roommate dengan member-member dah berjimba-jimba kat tasik. Joging, jalan-jalan, atau mengusha abam-abam sasa berlari dan berkayak dengan penuh kehenseman mungkin, oshhh,, terasa rugi tak dapat melaksanakan aktiviti menyihatkan mata tu dengan rakan-rakan seperjuangan. Bukan ngada-ngada taknak follow atau mintak dipujuk untuk ikut beriadah sekali tapi aku just blank sambil menghadap lappy yang terdapat tab facebook, twitter, youtube dan blog. ohh, tak dilupakan google translate yang sangat membantu. ye ye, English aku tak perfect macam kamu. turut memerlukan bantuan kadang-kadang dari pakcik translate yang bahasa bakunya tahap dewa tuh. i don't know, aku nak buat tu buat ni, but at the same time aku rasa aku tak layak buat apa-apa. what's wrong with me man. just now in the class i was so excited nak pegi recruitment for Convo Fair. but now, my heart says 'jangan ngada-ngada nak pergi'. 

Don't say that my 'old disease' is coming back. it's hard to go through it and i don't want it to happen again :(

Trylle Trilogy

I just finish read the first book of Trylle Trilogy by Amanda Hocking. Here is the book

and it is really awesome book okay !!!! actually this is my first time to read English novel and i picked the right novel at the bookstore. I do love to read Harry Potter and Twilight but in Malay. the story is really interesting. It will be really really really great if there will be a movie. seriously, while reading this book i keep finding the right actors and actress to hold the characters in this novel. Of course for the hot and sexy Finn Holmes. oshhhhh,.,,, Finn Holmes made me smile alone like a crazy one. haha. So, to Amanda Hocking please visualizes your novel into movie. Please please please :(

The second book is Torn and the third one is Ascend which i will running for tomorrow. It will be an awful day if they said it is out of stock. 

So here is the video i found in youtube. But i'm quite disappointed because i was imagined my Finn Holmes is hotter than the guy in the video. Anyway just enjoy it okay !! And don't forget to buy the books.

the guy is not hot at all !!

Start from 0

I feel like i wanna start writing on blog again. But i'm pretty sure i can't make it because i am too busy with my study. My first sem in UTP was so messy. Biasalah budak tak pernah duduk kat asrama gini lah gayanya. Terngiang-ngiang kata ibunda. 'patutnya Lin masuk je Teknik KL tu dulu, takde lah cenggini gayanya.' kata ibu. hahaha

Now ada lah masa nak membelek blog ni because i am on holiday. Sangat seronok ye bagi seorang student dapat berjimba-jimba di rumah tanpa memikirkan sebarang assignment, quiz dan test. Yeahhh,,, dah habis pon satu semester. time is running. dah seronok2 cuti kat rumah ni (padahal seminggu je) rasa malas betul nak continue for the next semester. i'm sure it will be harder and harder. result final exam pon tak tau lah camne rupanya nanti. harap-harap takdela buruk sangat. ahakz*gaya apit

bila dah start menaip ni rasa macam lapanpuluhenamentry tengah beratur untuk ditaip jugak. i don't know if i can make it. haha xD 

nak gi jenjalan dengan my Abah lah. Assalamualaikum :)

Pengembaraan Bermula

Assalamualaikum warahmatullah...
today 26 January my first class in this university start. for the first two or three weeks boleh la bersenang-lenang because just ada lecture class. today punya class pon start pukul 11. winkwinkwink. haha. but after this masak la eden. jadual pack gilerrrrr !!!!!!!!!! dengan call lab, tutorial blablabla.

biler pikir2 balik boleh tak aku survive dalam journey ni. it is not easy to study here. lebih2 lagi i take foundation now. i really really hope everything will be fine. insyaAllah.

Saya Mahasiswi

Assalamualaikum warahmatullah...
like stated on the title aku merupakan seorang mahasiswi sekarang di Universiti Teknologi Petronas. actually i'm not expected at all to get a place here. Alhamdulillah, i'm one of the students that are qualified. And the most exciting is my bestie Zaty also get a place here. same course, ICT and hey we are roommate okay !!

aku mendaftar 17/1. then kitorang ada Minggu Aluan Siswa. a lot of briefing sampai kepala aku berpusing 360 degree dalam hall tu. giler penat weii. berjalan ke sana sini. bukan dekat. kira kalau setahun aku jalan camtu memang tinggal tulang je la badan aku ni. kasut aku baru pakai dalam sekali je before masuk UTP sampai tanggal tapak kau tahu. 

aku tak pernah berjauhan dengan keluarga. i'm the youngest one. seriously homesick duduk sana. time activity boleh la aku lupa kejap rasa rindu kat abah dengan mak. tapi bila sunyi rasa macam nak menangis tak berlagu je aku ni. eh jap, bukan rasa nak menangis, memang menangis pon. *tutup muka.

bila dah balik rumah ni rasa macam dah nak dok rumah je. there's a lot of things that i'm afraid of. i'm afraid that can't fit my life there, how if i fail in my study ?! how if there's no one who wanna friends with me ?!oshhhhhh.....

but when i think back, if i'm not good enough aku takkan dapat tempat kat sini.what i need to do is focus on my study and at the same time mendalami ilmu Allah untuk kesenangan akhirat nanti. InsyaAllah, everything will be fine.