Thursday 26 January 2012

Pengembaraan Bermula

Assalamualaikum warahmatullah...
today 26 January my first class in this university start. for the first two or three weeks boleh la bersenang-lenang because just ada lecture class. today punya class pon start pukul 11. winkwinkwink. haha. but after this masak la eden. jadual pack gilerrrrr !!!!!!!!!! dengan call lab, tutorial blablabla.

biler pikir2 balik boleh tak aku survive dalam journey ni. it is not easy to study here. lebih2 lagi i take foundation now. i really really hope everything will be fine. insyaAllah.

Tuesday 24 January 2012

Saya Mahasiswi

Assalamualaikum warahmatullah...
like stated on the title aku merupakan seorang mahasiswi sekarang di Universiti Teknologi Petronas. actually i'm not expected at all to get a place here. Alhamdulillah, i'm one of the students that are qualified. And the most exciting is my bestie Zaty also get a place here. same course, ICT and hey we are roommate okay !!


aku mendaftar 17/1. then kitorang ada Minggu Aluan Siswa. a lot of briefing sampai kepala aku berpusing 360 degree dalam hall tu. giler penat weii. berjalan ke sana sini. bukan dekat. kira kalau setahun aku jalan camtu memang tinggal tulang je la badan aku ni. kasut aku baru pakai dalam sekali je before masuk UTP sampai tanggal tapak kau tahu. 

aku tak pernah berjauhan dengan keluarga. i'm the youngest one. seriously homesick duduk sana. time activity boleh la aku lupa kejap rasa rindu kat abah dengan mak. tapi bila sunyi rasa macam nak menangis tak berlagu je aku ni. eh jap, bukan rasa nak menangis, memang menangis pon. *tutup muka.
bila dah balik rumah ni rasa macam dah nak dok rumah je. there's a lot of things that i'm afraid of. i'm afraid that can't fit my life there, how if i fail in my study ?! how if there's no one who wanna friends with me ?!oshhhhhh.....

but when i think back, if i'm not good enough aku takkan dapat tempat kat sini.what i need to do is focus on my study and at the same time mendalami ilmu Allah untuk kesenangan akhirat nanti. InsyaAllah, everything will be fine.